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  1. I have no words, but my heart aches with yours. It is unendurable, yet we endure. We must. We will. You are in my prayers, you and Jerry and Jonathan.

  2. I'm so sorry, Mary. So very sorry. I wish that enough of our prayers would bring the boat into the harbor and bring you right back to Courtney. The truth is, the boat is sailing there, you're heading to her, it's just that damnable long journey to get to her. Prayers that the journey doesn't seem so long today. (((((HUGS))))) Love and lots of prayers.
    Sharon

  3. As I read these words, I was suddenly brought back seven years to those first months after losing my son. Though those moments are far fewer now, I am still sometimes suddenly and without warning thrust into that deep mourning and grief and wondering how to live without him. ((((Hugs)))) and many, many prayers for you!

  4. So many years of loving and caring for Courtney and now emptiness. It takes more than a few months to get past the immediate grief of losing her and moving forward. This time of active grieving is important for you and for your family. You have been so strong for so long that it will take time to be able to be REALLY weak and rest in Jesus' arms for peace. Take your time, feel your emotions, love Jerry and Jonathan and let them love you.

  5. Your words speak so well to your loss. Though we cannot feel the pain you are going through, know that many of us have walked and continue to walk this journey with you and you are in our prayers.

  6. Mary, I'm a new subscriber to your blog, and I was drawn to your story because we have a medically fragile daughter. Her condition is so rare that no stats exist for her prognosis or life expectancy. Though she is still with us, your grief resonates with me so deeply as only the aggrieved heart of a mother knows. Grief is so multifaceted. Be gentle on yourself as you experience the waves crash and recede. Prayers in solidarity for you.

  7. Many prayers for you this day. When the darkness sets in on my grief, sometimes the only thing that will help me is saying "Jesus, I trust in you!" on repeat, many many times. God Bless!

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